Well, it's officially official ... I finished my last race of 2011 and reached my $5,000 self-imposed goal of funds raised for the ALS Association of Massachusetts in memory of Grampa Hudson.
Sunday was a COLD and WINDY day on the Esplanade but my friend Kate pony'ed up and joined me for my last 5K of the year as a training opportunity for her Jingle Bell run next weekend. After snapping a few photos we checked our bags and lined up eager to get moving so we didn't turn into Popsicles. I had forgotten what it was like to run in cold weather since its been so darn nice for my last handful of races.
The course was an easy, VERY flat loop that turned back on itself just after mile 2 so the start and stop were in the same location, albeit in reverse. The winner of the race, who I mocked due to his silly outfit finished in 16 MINUTES! Katelyn and I decided he is a mutant and/or robot.
I came in at 33:57, giving me a 10:55 mile which is a vast improvement over my last few attempts! So I will take it and own it proudly. Here's our before shot:
And more accurately, our after shots:
This felt like a very fitting final race for the year given that there was a post race brunch at the original Cheers in Beacon Hill. So after taking the wrong cross bridge, we waltzed over to Cheers and enjoyed a mimosa and a complimentary Sam Adams:
I'd say that's a very fitting ending to a long, sometimes arduous but mostly rewarding year long journey.
It's been a fun, tiring and crazy experience.
A friend recently asked me how I felt about being done with this "project" and to be honest I wasn't sure how to answer. After taking some time to think on it, I am both sad and relieved about it coming to a close.
Back in January 2011 the wound was still really raw and the space in my life left by my Grandpa's passing, a man I loved more than I'm able to explain, had me feeling more than a bit empty. Fundraising is something that fulfills me in a way that my career does not and so at that time I decided that would be just the thing to fill that empty space. The running was a way to pay homage to a disease that basically renders its sufferers immobile and unable to control their own body. I personally can admit I take for granted all that I am able to do on a daily basis and watching my Grandfather's decline made me realize how quickly that can change in the blink of a diagnosis. And so Hudson's Hoofer(s) was born. This was my way to channel my grief into something positive, to improve my own health and also to raise funds for the ALS Association to improve the lives of ALS patients and their caregivers; and all rolled in to one to honor the memory of my Bumpa.
For all these reasons I am sad to be finished because this process has helped me feel closer to my grandfather, or if that description is confusing, its lessened the pain of him being gone because I continued to think of him, remember him and "be" with him at least once a month, and more often than not, more frequently than that. This is sort of a closing to a chapter and brings finality in the process of letting him go. Luckily in the course of this year I have discovered that I am in no danger of ever forgetting him, that very small things make me remember him and that a piece of him will always be with me because I see him every day in my family and more importantly in myself and for that I can be infinitely proud.
Now to the relieved part; I am relieved to have met the $5,000 goal I set for myself because I never want to fall short of a commitment. I am relieved to have completed 12+ races this year because now when I race/run it can be for sheer pleasure and not to fill a quota for the month. And I am relieved to know that much as it sometimes felt impossible our family rallied together, grew stronger and carried each other through this first year.
2012 will bring a new baby to the Hudson family (courtesy of Scott and Mel) as well as a new member of the Hudson family (the soon to be Mr. and Mrs. Matthew Hudson) and so for every loss there is a gain, painful as those losses may be and for that I am also relieved. So for 2012 I temporarily lay down the fundraising mantle and take up the Maid of Honor mantle and am honored to be a part of ushering in a new chapter in our family's history.
2012 will bring a new baby to the Hudson family (courtesy of Scott and Mel) as well as a new member of the Hudson family (the soon to be Mr. and Mrs. Matthew Hudson) and so for every loss there is a gain, painful as those losses may be and for that I am also relieved. So for 2012 I temporarily lay down the fundraising mantle and take up the Maid of Honor mantle and am honored to be a part of ushering in a new chapter in our family's history.
Thursday marks the 1 year anniversary of Bumpa's passing and just a short week later our 2nd Christmas without him. He's missed every single day but also he's with us every single day and we're lucky to have had him in our lives, many people I know cannot say the same and for that I grateful and thankful.
I hope to continue the running even though it's clear to me after a year that I will never be one of those avid runners that yearns to complete a marathon or would rather run than plop on the couch and read a good book. I raced in a lot of great places, on a lot of great courses, contributing to alot of great causes and was joined by friends and family along the way. I enjoyed these runs and I hope to repeat alot of them in the year to come.
Now that my babbling is over, I'd like to take the time to thank my Winter donators who helped me reach my goal:
the newlyweds Ashley & Denis Plourde
the other newlyweds Melinda & Joe McGann
Margot Mussler
Gretchen & Greg Towsend
Lauren Plourde (Denis's little sister)
Amanda Marth (currently serving her country and kicking ass in 7v7 coed soccer)
Katelyn Callinan
Angela Flynn & Kay Shapter - work friends of Aunt Sandy
Rachel Bloom
Grant, Emily, Cole and Owen
Shay Collins
The Future Matthew Hudson (also know as Matt Rakowski)
and last but absolutely never least, my Gram!
I'd like to thank my parents and my sisters for being my rock in all things but specifically in this thing.
and last but absolutely never least, my Gram!
I'd like to thank my parents and my sisters for being my rock in all things but specifically in this thing.
And thank you to everyone that has supported me throughout the year whether it be through donating, running with me, attending a fundraiser or just cheering me on through the blog, facebook or email. I am top 5 luckiest girls around to be surrounded by such awesome and amazing people!
Don't forget the importance of continued support to the ALS Association or really to any cause that may sit near and dear to your heart.
"Always remember there is nothing worth sharing, like the love that let us share our name"
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!